For the past few months I was trying to loose it for myself; for health sake and for myself to feel confident again.
I can see myself getting flabbier, and I honestly didnt need anyone to point it out. But someone just had to say it, and since then I felt so ashamed of myself and disgusted. Not only did you bodyshammed me, you also said things that made me feel that I'm the lousiest person alive. For someone that I really look up to, you were the LAST PERSON that I thought would NEVER bodysham me or made me insecure.
Everyone takes awhile.. some even years to build their confidence and to get over their insecurities. But unfortunately it just takes a few SECONDS for someone to bring your confidence level back to zero.
Regardless of whether you have power over me or anyone else, NO ONE has any right to bodyshame or demotivate anyone, especially if that person is a leader. But I guess we cannot expect everyone to think this way, cuz there are bound to be some rotten apples out there who reep joy from bringing others down. My respect for you has definitely gone down the drain and I will never see you the same again.
I guess sometimes people come into your life to teach you a lesson and I think you are a lesson I have learnt. Eventhough you made me feel so hurt and made me ball my eyes out.. I'm not going to let you bring me down, I'm going to work hard and improve myself for the better; NOT FOR YOU BUT MYSELF. Im not going to let you prove to others that I'm a disappointment or I'm useless. I am special in my own way and no one can ever change that.
"You should never let anyone crush you. Always carry yourself up again and rise even higher because at the end of the day its your life not theirs."